Never in my life did I expect to be on someone’s podcast! Let alone someone’s I truly admire…
Let me take a second and realize that. I am on Caroline Dooner’s podcast. The first writer who inspired me to follow my passion for writing. Literally one of my first pieces on Substack was talking about her writing and loving it.
Eight months later I’m on her Problematic Podcast! Talking about things I’ve only ever talked about with my boyfriend. Talking about things I have been wanting to write about on here. And now I’m sharing it with the whole world. Orally!
Wow.
That’s cool.
Growing up I H A T E D public speaking. Even before I hopped on this podcast, I was so nervous to chat because… what if I sounded dumb? I mean, I feel that way about writing on here, but at least no one is hearing me speak. I mess up so much when I talk; I forget how to pronounce words, I lose my train of thought, I stutter… it’s ridiculous. I swear I’m dyslexic, but that’s another topic for a different day.
But… I’m proud of myself!
I’m proud I reached out to Caroline about her podcast. I’m proud I followed through with the episode. And, I’m proud I actually listened to it after it was published. When she told me it was live, I wanted to throw up because now it’s real… and public… and I couldn’t dare listen to my ridiculous voice trying to relay my thoughts and beliefs.
But, it was surprisingly… not that bad. I feel like we talked about some good things. We had a real conversation that I really feel needs to happen more in life. We talked about current beliefs of society such as BLM, vaccines, Christianity, and changing your mind about all those things and more. If you’re interested, I’d love for you to listen. You can check it out, here.
I also mention Spike Detox, my natural supplement for those who regret taking the vaccine. More on that later.
But for now, I will end with telling you this.
If you’re afraid of doing something, do it anyways. You don’t know what great things can come out of it. Surprise yourself by taking the risk and figuring it out.
Enjoy the journey of life.
Peace,
Eb